He had California eyes
With his head
Between my thighs,
With lips
Like nicotine
A tongue
That brought
Me ecstasy,
Almost like
I was on LSD.
But as soon as he came
He vanished
Into the grey
Leaving me high
On his promises.
And I had no regrets
For the boy
Who left me
Hanging on
With each breath.
My heart
Forming to his wants
And his wants
Blanketing my needs
And as time
Went on,
He realized
That the girl
Lying underneath
Was nothing
But a sense
Of pure relief.
He got what
He wanted,
He left her
On her knees.
Leaving her to plea
" Baby, please don't leave"
But his mind
Already made,
He left her
Alone in the grey.





















