Some days I feel like a Queen
I'm better than amazing
I cook, I clean
I go for bike rides
And feel the breeze
I am invincible
I am really happy being me
The kids get spoiled
We go for ice cream
The park is their favorite
We never want to leave
I am more loving and caring
This is who I strive to be
Out of nowhere something snaps
And everything goes black
My heart is more sensitive you see
Something so simple, so stupid
Really hurts and angers me
I scream, I yell
I shout things I don't mean
Don't dare try to comfort me
It doesn't work
No not for me
Then snap I am back
I am so ashamed
I hide my face in disgrace
I am so dumb, so stupid
Why did I act that way
No one should love me
I am a mental case
I should be locked away
It's a new day
The sun is shining
No clouds in the sky
I am feeling okay
The devil won't get me today
I try to stay strong
But really I am weak
This is nothing new to me
Everyday is a battle you see
When you are fighting BiPolar Rage like me
-Terri Lee Elliott



















