I find myself thinking about you a lot. When I run into you in town, I can't help but to smile, I know you won't smile back at me, but that is okay. Your presence will always make me smile. I don't know what happened to us, I guess this probably happens to a lot of friendships as most of them don't last forever.

It's been nearly two years since we have last spoken. And I wish we could have ended this friendship on a better note than what we did. I see today, that it was for the better we ended this friendship. We both have been so better off and so much happier. In reality that was all I ever really wanted was for you, was your happiness. I hope someday when we're better people, we find our way back to each other and keep all the promises we kept to each other. Being each others maid of honor, being the greatest aunts to each others kids, living right up the street from each other and visiting every day. But for now, I hope you are enjoying whatever you are doing. Whatever job you have and whomever you're dating. Just know I will always have your back, like I always did. I will always stand up for you, like I always did, even when it was quite obvious you were wrong.

If you need me, for anything, call me. I will always be there for a shoulder to cry on. Or bail money, or whatever else you could possibly need. Thank you for the 6 years of laughs that I will always look back on and continue to laugh and smile. All the times when I was breaking down and you were right there to come and pick me up. I will never forget. So just remember I will never deny you. I will never not miss our times together. And I will always be here for you.

Love always, Carlee