6 months ago you seemed put together. Loving yourself and your family. You seemed to almost have it all figured out. But somewhere along the lines something switched. You became distant and your words became hurtful. Your heart became cold and your mind started to become lost.
You began to hurt the ones who loved you more than anything. I watched you push away anything that ever meant a thing to you. As I watched in the distance I could see it coming, you falling apart again. But this time I had no idea that I wouldn't be able to fix it. This time I no longer recognized you. I'm no longer the person you come to for help, and you are no longer the person I seek when I need someones protection.
Im curious, did you mean to change? Did you mean to throw away everything you built while you were better? How did you become this person that I no longer recognize? You are hurting and it's very noticeable because you are hurting everyone around you as you continue to change.
Will you ever be who I need you to be again? Who our family needs you to be? Or will you always just be who you want to be all for yourself? To the person I no longer recognize, I miss you.
