I have the words "Worth It" tattooed on my collarbone right above my heart. It is my daily reminder that no matter the circumstances, I am completely and utterly worth it.
A long time ago, I once thought that I was a "too much" person. I am the person who once I'm committed to something, or someone, I don’t steer away. I will give it everything I have even if that means getting hurt in the long run. I give fully and I love fuller. I sing in the car too loud, I dance in the grocery store, I make cute pancakes, and I talk to my fur baby just like I would any human.
I am extra.
I know that. But guess what? That simply means I just have more to love.
The guy who is worthy of my love will love all of those things without me having to beg for it. He will love that I sing in the car because he knows that means I'm happy. He will love watching me dancing silly in the grocery store because that means I'm having a good day. He will love his pancakes with smiley faces on them. And he will talk to our dog the exact same way I do.
He will remember my Taco Bell order and will know I hate lettuce. He'll remember my drink order at every restaurant and will never complain about me wanting my third coffee of the day.
He will be grateful that my mom is my best friend, that I'm daddy's baby, and my brothers keeper. He'll love that I came from such a family orientated home because he gets to be apart of that too. Family Thanksgiving, birthday parties, matching Christmas jammies,
A guy worthy of me will have patience, be kind, be thoughtful of my feelings, and will never hold a grudge too high after an argument. He will communicate and he'll pray every night just how thankful he is God placed me in his life. Why? Because I'll be doing the same exact thing.
To the guy I finally give my love to: Just know how beyond special you must be for me to give you my heart. You make me feel loved each and everyday. You never judge me for being myself and you always support my goals in life. I cannot wait to cherish you and grow together.
Love always,
Mae.


















