Dear friend that dropped me like I was nothing,

This one is for you. Towards the end of our friendship, you treated me like crap. You lied to me, you pretended like there was nothing wrong but I could see right through you.

At first I thought I was in the wrong because that's what we always assume, the worst of ourselves, it was something that we did wrong. Don't be fooled though, I looked deeper and realized that it wasn't my fault. It was you! You were in the wrong and I blamed myself for years on end. Honestly, our friendship breaking up was the worst. It was harder ending our relationship than anyone I've dated.

Once I started to look deeper into what happened, I realized something. You changed. You changed in a way that I could not keep up with. College had changed you, you were different and I didn't like it.

You were self-centered and you turned into a person that I didn't even want to be friends with anymore. Losing you as a friend was one of the hardest things I had to go through but it was kind of a blessing at the same time. We think the worst when something we know ends. At the same time though, bigger and better things can be on the horizon.

Now, I am the best version of me that I have been in a long time. I have friends that actually care about me and treat me the way I deserve to be treated. They let me talk and they let me be myself, which I was afraid to do with you.

I don't know if this person will ever see or even read this letter but if it's worth anything, I'm doing pretty damn well. What the hell are you up to?