An Open Letter To Myself, Concerning Faith

An Open Letter To Myself, Concerning Faith

God has a reason for every season of our life even if we cannot see it for ourselves.


Maybe the empty pages of your journal were meant to be filled in this season of your life. Maybe this is the time where you write everything out, trying to understand the days that are ahead of you. Maybe this is the time when you pour your heart out to God, with the few words that you have, and all the tears that have been bottled up. God knows your heart, and He knows your deepest desires because, after all, He is the one who put them there. Take your fears and your hurts and lay them down. Learn to lay them down at the feet of Jesus. Surrender. Learn to surrender those feelings that you don't want holding you back anymore. God is there to take them from you and help you carry every burden that you have right now. Be thankful for this season that God has you in. Allow yourself to learn from it, and grow from it.

God has a reason for every season of our life even if we cannot see it for ourselves.

God has big things planned, that exceed our realm of understanding. He doesn't do anything on accident. That major change. It was on purpose.

God knows that you are going to be far more successful in a different degree, and even though it is scary right now. He is begging you to trust him. Because He knows that you will be happy with the outcome. Be thankful for the people in your life.

God has them all there for a reason.

The best friend you have? God knew that she was going to be able to help you grow in your relationship with God.

Your God daughters mom? God knows that He is going to use you in big ways in her life, and in the life of her daughter.

Don't give up when things get hard. The people in your ministry? Pour into them. Be a light in the struggles that they may face in college. You have a lot of life under your belt, that God is waiting for you to pour out into other people. Keep going. Keep trusting. Keep surrendering.

"You have definitely had your share of unknowns this past year, and at times you wondered how there could be any hope for this. But your ever-Loving God has kept you and He will continue to keep you, no matter the uncertainties you are faced with this season" — Morgan Harper Nichols

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5 Things To Do When Your Professors Challenge Your Beliefs As A Christian

As long as you know God is FOR you, it doesn't matter who is AGAINST you.


Being a Christian in our world today is very, very challenging. There are many misconceptions about our beliefs and our morals, as well as people who believe we don't practice what we preach.

As a college student, I've come across many professors who enjoy challenging my beliefs due to the "lack of evidence" or the "impossibility" of the circumstances. While it frustrates me to no end, I've had to learn that arguing and debating with people who don't believe in God is pointless. They aren't going to change their mind and there's no way a college student is going to change that.

Arguing will get you nowhere, people are going to believe what they want to believe and we can't change that. Instead of trying to debate with your professors, do these five things instead. I assure you, you'll get much more out of them than an argument.

1. Pray

Pray to God to help you and your belief remain strong, but also pray that the Holy Spirit finds them and touches their heart. A heart that isn't filled with God is an awfully sad one.

2. Acknowledge that people don't always agree with your beliefs

If someone tried to convince you that God isn't real, you're not going to listen to their points or anything else that they have to say. Acknowledge that people think differently and sometimes you can't change that. Only God can.

3. Drop the class

This is really a last resort, but it's also understandable. I would hate to have to sit in a class where I felt personally attacked for over an hour each day. If you find yourself in this position, get OUT.

4. When things get too difficult-- bathroom break

Sometimes all you really need is a breather. When the lecture gets too tough, ask to go to the bathroom, get some water, and say a prayer.

5. Read your Bible

This is the most important one. Your bible has all of the answers, no matter the circumstance. If you find yourself unable to cope with the challenges the professor presents to you, open the bible and start reading. God will fill your heart and put your mind at ease.

It's hard enough feeling out of place in today's society, just because of your beliefs. Then to have someone constantly challenging everything you base your life off of? That's even more difficult!

But instead of arguing, choose one of these five things to do. It will be a much better use of your time and you'll feel much better about it than you would by arguing with someone.

Who knows, maybe one day God will touch their heart and things will be different. God's pretty powerful and can change things in an instant. Trust him.

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Poetry On Odyssey: The Farmer

I wrote this poem in the midst of first semester freshman year. Even as I was struggling, God was showing His faithfulness and love to me in abundance.


The Farmer:

The Farmer plows the soil,
Breaks it open with His toil.
He plows furrows in my heart.
The plow's cuts are deep,
Bitter, and tart.
The ground does not know why it is broken,
Is ignorant of any good reason for hopin'.

Planting season proceeds each harvest.
So the year, some days are for waiting.
Persevering and trusting, plowing and breaking
Come before light, jubilation, and feast.

All the earth proclaims the truth
Of what happens in our hearts

Right now the seed,
Planted deep in the earth.
Cannot see light,
Doesn't know of new birth.

But the hour the seed thinks it's dead and forgotten,
The Farmer is patiently waiting for cotton.

But, take note, He doesn't just wait.
The One who scatters us
Waters His plants,
And cares for their state.

At last, comes harvest and jubilation,
Out of the valley and into God's nation.
Never forgotten, never forsaken,
Continual births as the blind do awaken.

Death proceeds birth,
Birth into new life.
From toiling and sin,
The world and its strife.

From a hole in the ground,
To sunrise and morning.
Sweeter the sunlight,
When darker the mourning.

When we are in sorrow,
Perpetual night.
The spring is a' coming
To pierce ALL with light.

NEVER was there a Farmer
More patient, more loving.

He sustained me, and He can sustain you through any trial. As Corrie ten Boom said, "There is no pit so deep that God's love is not deeper still." The pain you endure is not meaningless and does not have to be fruitless. Suffering can bring joy if it draws you closer to God. The Farmer's hands do not sit in silent judgment and stillness while His people suffer. He loves us and is working among us, even when we feel that He is far.

"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted,
And saves those who are crushed in spirit." — Psalm 34:18

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