I am in my second semester of my freshman year and I'm over 200 miles away from you. Being away from you definitely sucks the most. But maybe this open letter to you will help you understand how much I appreciate you going through this tough journey with me.
1. You have been there for me everyday on Skype.
Whether it was a good day or a bad one you have been eagerly waiting for me to come back from classes to ask how I am whether it be a good day or bad one where you need to pick up the pieces.
2. You have stuck around even though I have pushed (and hard).
I tell you to go away or I tell you were breaking up (even though I don't mean it) mostly out of pure stress and me missing you but not being able to word it to you properly. You have never run away even though I push too hard sometimes.
3. The distance hasn't been easy.
We lived down the street for three years and it was so easy to just call you so I could see you in a flash of an eye. Now I'm so far away (273 miles to be exact) and it couldn't suck more. I got so used to seeing your face and being able to physically touch you and now I have to look at you through a computer screen. But you have never let that stop you from telling me how much you love me or sending me cute presents to get me through the last few days.
4. We both have busy lives.
You're in school and so am I with busy schedules and plenty of work. Does that stop you? Never. You always make time for me and it's always your full attention. Whether we're doing homework together or just joking around you make time to see me everyday no matter what.
5. You have supported me.
So many times I want to get up and leave this place, but you are my mountain and push me through. You motivate me and put me in the right mindset when I'm ready to have a meltdown. You got me through the many times where I was packing my bag and ready to call it quits. You got me through the emotional breakdowns and the hard times when I couldn't be home for my mom.
Those are only five of the 100 things I am so thankful for you doing for me while I am so far away. I am truly so lucky to have found you a year and half ago. You are the peanut butter to my jelly and the only thing that keeps me together. Thank you for being my best friend and loving my endlessly no matter if I'm down the street or five states away. You are truly one of a kind and I am blessed to be able to say you're my boyfriend. I love you so much and I'll see you soon.
Love always,
Sheina




















