Dear Angel,
Boy do I wish I didn’t have to write this letter. I hope that you know that we all miss you so much. I can’t believe that you’re gone. It’s still so real and so raw, even though it’s been several months.
It feels like it was just yesterday that we were on the phone laughing about all the memories that we’ve shared. God, do I miss you. I miss the late night conversations, the laughing and the crying. I bet you are having so much fun up in heaven. I consider myself blessed that I have you as my guardian angel.
When you were called to heaven, I felt nothing but pain and sadness. I didn’t know what to do when I heard the news that you flew up to heaven. To this day I’m still devastated that you aren’t just a phone call away. I’m still broken that I will never see your beautiful face again.
There is one thing that I want you to know: I want you to know that you are so loved and missed. You have so many people that think about you every second of the day. I can’t imagine the pain that your parents are feeling, but I do know that a piece of my soul went with you the day that you passed away. You brought so much light into my life when all I saw was darkness. You made me smile when all I wanted to do was curl up in bed and cry. You always made sure that I knew how much I meant to you.
I appreciate you more than you will ever know. I will never forget about the late nights, the teasing or the sneaking out just to see you. Thank you for being a part of my life. Thank you for showing me the good in this cruel world. You were such a beam of light and I love you so much for that. I love you for always putting other people before yourself. I hope you know that you left your mark here on Earth.
Words will never be enough to describe how much of an impact you had on my life. I ask God every day why he had to call you home so early. Everyone says that everything happens for a reason, but to this day I still don’t understand the reason why you had to leave us. I was taught that God has a plan for all of us, and I have no other choice than to believe in Him and what His plan is. I also believe that when my time comes, you will be waiting for me and we can laugh about everything - and everything will be OK.
I love you, forever and always. Fly high, angel.
