Things sometimes can be hectic, as each of us move onward with our endeavors. To me, sometimes it feels like since we all are in different places, we forget about each other. It's strange to think that at one time we would all see each other and never really think twice about it. It was a given. We really had no choice but to think of each other because we lived together. Things are different now because we can go days without really speaking. Sometimes thinking about each of you guys, the past, and the future makes me a little somber. The way I deal with it, is just acceptance. I have accepted that each of us are our own entities who are going to start their own lives, have kids, a home, a career. It’ll then be a cycle, but for right now, we are enjoying our youth.
While we are distances apart, our phones really minimize it a lot. I have spoken to all of you in the span of these few weeks, and I absolutely love that. There are so many people around each of us, but to think that we all share a deeper bond makes me feel special. It may sound corny, but having each other really means we are not alone. Thinking about this in an anatomy sense is quite amusing, but we all really came from the same mother. To me, having you guys, is like friends I will have forever, like we have no choice but to love each other. It’s really a commitment that we didn’t sign up for, and honestly I wouldn’t trade it. I mean I’d trade some things, but c’est la vie.
I have become nostalgic for all the individual moments I’ve spent with each of you guys, and the times we all spent together. We have had some great times as a gang, whether it was trips or just sitting around bored at family barbecues. One of the upsides of you guys being my brothers and sisters is that we really didn’t need anyone else to have fun. We are literally a party on our own. It was always great when our cousins came around because then it added another dimension to what we were used to, but we really were fine with each other.
The thing is, no one really tells you that growing up with siblings is going to eventually come to an end. You can observe that your parents have siblings and they are all living with their own kids, but you never think of it until it actually happens. It doesn’t have to, we could all live in one big house and do it all again. This time, it’ll be different since we are all older. That really seems like a viable idea, and if we can do it somewhere sunny I would be more than happy to do it. I am not sure what each of you guys thought this was going to be, but if it's anything it’s my proposal for us to live with each other in a huge house. That, and that I deeply miss each of you and I anticipate the next time we are all together.
