Its been 123 days or 17 weeks and 4 days since I've seen you and 1063 miles separate us. I cannot wait to see you in 4 short weeks. The best christmas gift a girl could ask for.

Some days are easier than others, knowing you're finally following your dreams, but sometimes I wish we were still watching movies in my bed, talking about all the shit going on in our lives. An inseparable friendship, that I pray will never leave my life.

We've only known each other for 5 years, but its like you've been here my whole life. You became family, to not only be, but my mom too. We see you as family to this day, and if theres one thing you need to know, its that we'd drop everything for you.

I love our friendship and how blunt we are with each other; it's so hard to find such a quality in a person now-a-days. No matter if we want to hear it, or want to say it, we make sure each and every thought is out in the open, ready for discussion. Sometimes we don't agree, but thats part of the friendship. Theres never a time of day that I wonder if you'll answer my text or FaceTime, and the same goes to you. We have the kind of friendship I was looking for, for so long.

Im so lucky to have you. You have saved me from so many toxic thoughts and situations, that without you, I don't know where id be. I know neither of us have had the most ideal couple of years, but without you, it wouldn't have been 1/2 as bearable. I wish everyone was able to experience what its like to have you in their lives, and for the ones who decided you weren't worth it, screw them.

You're a lot better than you think you are. You're intelligent, athletic, kind, personable, outgoing and most importantly, understanding. Chase your dreams and don't let anyone get in your way, this is your life and your time to stand as an individual.

I love you to the moon & back. Ill see you in 3 weeks.

~ Just remember, if we get caught, you're deaf and I don't speak english!