All my life I’ve never liked kids. I never babysat, I never volunteered to supervise kid activities, I’d never even changed a diaper. The idea of a sibling was something abstract and distant, never really seemed like it was going to happen. Both parents tried, but it never seemed to work out. Years went by and I just assumed I was always going to be an only child. Until you came along.
My life hasn’t been the same since you came into my life.
We won’t have memories of growing up together like most siblings. We don’t have the same biological parents. We are constantly mistaken for mother and daughter. But, I wouldn’t change any of that because I have the sister I was meant to have.
You have your moments of driving me crazy, I guess it comes with being siblings. You not listening when I say you can’t ride the cat aren’t necessarily my favorite times. Or those times where you have no fear and sit or stand where you aren’t supposed to be. It was cute when you waddled after learning to walk. I remember when we wanted you to walk so badly… Now I just want to duct tape you to a chair. When you feel the need to scream loudly in the car, yeah my ear drums cry with you, trust me. I remember when Mom wanted you to say her name first, but you called her Bob and everyone else Mom.
You constantly have me laughing. From your monstrous splashes in the bathtub to your horror film rendition when you have control of the phone during FaceTime. We're so alike even though we didn't grow up together. You snack like a hobbit and grin like a mischievous leprechaun.
You’re beautiful, clever kid and you’re not even two yet. I can only imagine what you are going to accomplish in life. I know you are going to be a handful at times, especially with me as your big sister to teach you all my tricks (you’re welcome Mom). I hope you explore everything life has to offer. I don't know if you'll ever understand how much you've changed my life. You’ve given me a bond that gets me through the toughest days. I always look forward to my time with you. Even if that involves you kicking me out of my spot on the couch while I’m watching a movie for an assignment. Or if you decide to climb my head while I talk to Mom. Changing diapers aren’t as scary anymore either! You came into my life just when I need you. Things were hard and I didn't know how to do things on my own. You gave me a reason to figure it out. Made me strive to be better and stronger so I could be someone you looked up to.
You are my favorite person in this world and I love you more than anything. I love being your big sister, sharing a half birthday with you, and taking selfies. I love sharing food with you, which most people know I never shared with ANYONE before. I love watching you get super excited about things, even if it’s a simple piece of chocolate. I’ve changed, my life has changed, our family has changed, and it’s all because of you kid. You brighten my day and make my life happier. I know you’re going to do great things and I’m really glad I get to be a part of that.
No matter where I go or what happens in the world, I will always be your big sister and I will always love you.
