Dear My Forever,
The thing that I didn't expect was to find you, but to find you in high school was even more of a shock. I expected to be alone forever, to never have someone love me. But then you walked into my 4th period on the first day of junior year and swept me off my feet. You make me laugh when I'm sad, make me smile when I'm mad. You brighten my day by just getting to see your face. Seeing your truck pull into the driveway makes my heart soar and gives me so many butterflies in my stomach. Spending time with you is the most amazing thing no matter what it is that we are doing. With you, I feel safe and protected, like nothing can hurt me. I fall asleep next to you at night and all I can think about is how lucky I am to have found you. We mesh so well, we are always laughing and just happy. No one in this world makes me happier than you do.
There isn't a moment that goes by that I don't appreciate you with all my heart and soul.
Every little thing you do for me doesn't go unnoticed if it's buying me flowers just because or getting me my favorite Starbucks drink because you know how much I love it. The fact that you know that I only like my eggs sunny-side up with toast and that I love so many different kinds of fruit but that candy is my weakness, shows me that you pay attention to me. You know me better than I know myself. You are always so romantic, like playing our song in the driveway so we can dance to it, or surprising me by taking me on a helicopter ride for my birthday. Every little thing you do or say makes me fall more and more in love with you than I already am.
I am so in love with you that my heart could burst.
You make me so happy, I can't imagine my life without you in it. I'm gonna quote Kelly Clarkson "My life would suck without you", cause this line is so true. There isn't a second of my day where I don't think about you or wanna talk to you. When something happens to me you are the first person I wanna talk to. Being long distance most of the time is so hard, being away from you for weeks at a time and not getting to kiss you or just have one of your amazing hugs is really crappy. But the phone calls at night are something I look forward to so much just so that I can hear your voice and hear about your day. The 250 miles between us seems like such a long distance, it kills me, but it's so worth it because later on, we won't have to do this anymore, we will just get to live our lives together. This summer has been amazing because we got to make so many memories together, and got to spend more than three days together in a row. I wouldn't trade this summer for anything.
You are my best friend, someone who I can come to with anything.
I look at you and I see the man I'm going to marry and who is going to be the father of my children. Kissing you is something I could do all day long. When I have bad days you are there to tell me it's going to be ok and make me laugh so that I don't think about my bad day. I didn't know that I could love one person so much but I love you from here to the end of the galaxy. We are gonna be that 1%, the high school sweethearts who stayed together. You are the most amazing person in the world and your all mine. You will forever be my always and I mean that. Here's to growing up and growing old together. Oh and getting that house with the wrap around porch so we can get those matching rocking chairs.
Love,
Your always
