I know I’m not the only one out there that has been with this show since the first trailer. It feels like it all started yesterday, and now the final ten episodes are coming out April 18th. The way I see it, we have two options: we can sit back and cry about it, or we can reminisce on all these feels that are far too real. For the Liars since day one, you understand every one of these. Some still hit hard....

1. Your lunchroom discussions in high school on Wednesdays always got heated.

2. You started this roller coaster of emotions rooting for Hanna and Sean.

3. Ezra and Aria’s first encounter will forever be in your memory.

4. You can still picture the shock on their faces when they met the next day in the classroom.

5. You just wanted Alex to come back!

6. You secretly hate yourself for thinking Toby was A.

7. You actually hate Spencer’s whole family.

8. The first Halloween special feels like yesterday.

9. And you envied every one of their Halloween costumes since.

10. You will never forgive Paige.

11. You completely lost faith in love when you thought Mr. Fitz was A.

12. You have definitely screamed at book-reading-know-it-all’s for trying to spoil the ending!

13. You can’t forgive Aria’s dad for cheating.

14. But you also can’t forgive Mrs. Montgomery for leaving.

15. You've never been sure Jenna is actually blind.

16. You always hated Melissa and always will.

17. You were Emily’s support system when she came out.

18. You can’t forget Maya, Emily’s first girlfriend.

19. You still remember when Hanna was a shoplifter.

20. Hanna also had a drinking problem! You stayed by her side then and always.

21. Mike Montgomery feels like your own little brother.

22. You ‘re still shocked by Spencer’s sudden drug history.

23. You know the show started on ABC Family, not this Freeform crap.

24. You were so happy when Ian finally died!

25. You can’t forget when Fitz was a DILF for a quick minute.

26. You envied their weird, adult-like freedom in high school.

27. You’ve been defending Ezria since day one, despite the slightly inappropriate age gap.

28. You wish Ally never came back so that the girls had a better chance.

29. Ally is 100% unforgivable for every time she broke Emily’s heart.

30. You always felt bad for Lucas, but he also creeped you out.

31. You’ve wanted their fashion and perfect hair since the beginning.

32. The feels were real when they moved to college.

33. You know Jason didn’t just get hotter since season 1; they just pulled in a new actor.

34. You never once felt bad when Spencer stole one of Melissa’s boyfriends.

35. Missing one episode meant being shunned from your friends the next day.

36. Friends that also watch Pretty Little Liars always hold a special place in your heart.

37. You secretly wished the show would end so you could finally meet A.

38. Now you’re nowhere near ready for the show to actually end.

39. Five Years Forward was the best thing to ever happen in your life.

40. You will always know every word to the theme song.

41. If they don’t fix Spoby, Haleb, and Ezria before this finale, we will never be able to move on with our lives!