My best and weirdest thoughts come to me at this time. I always forget about them the next day so I figured why not just write them all down?

I was just thinking maybe I post too many pictures sometimes...well all the time. It probably gets annoying to see, but I know I love it. I love pictures, videos, especially polaroids. Memories are so important to me and pictures hold the best memories even when you might not fully recall something. Looking at a picture makes you remember, the good or even the bad.

2 am thoughts, why the hell did I add this guy I used to be friends with back on snapchat just now? I don't know if it's just my dumbass being me or some impulsive thing? Oh well.

I need to pray more. I literally wrote that while I am sitting here listening to Rihanna. I need to start praying more. It bothers me so much that I don't put in as much effort as I used to after the brain disease. Maybe because I got better, I got lazy? I need to pray.

Brain Disease, always on my mind, 2 am or pm. Wait, did that actually happen? Okay stop laughing it was not funny at all. It still makes no sense which makes it hilarious for some odd twisted reason.

Why did my stupid ass self rear end that one car a month ago? How did I not see it? Okay it was a tiny white car and it was dark AND I have tinted windows. Yeah, okay for sure blame the windows it makes sense.

Do people not know how to respond to emails or phone calls? I sent my resume to 100 different places. This internship thing is stressing me. Wait, great I feel a pimple forming. Awesome!

I never realized how good the song Never Ending by Rihanna is. Rihanna is flawless, love her.

When I wake up tomorrow, do I really want to straighten my hair or should I shower and leave it curly? A baseball cap on my curly hair gives me anxiety, but it also looks odd with my straight hair.....I will stab myself.

Alright, why do I always end up buying 2 copies of the same book? Speaking of, I still need to finish reading Brain on Fire.

I need to sleep, but I wanna keep watching that Turkish drama. Sleep or Turkish drama? Sleep or beautiful men? Oh no, I will have to get up and get my laptop and deal with that. Sleep it is.

2 am thoughts.