This semester was a ROUGH one. I hated the entire four months between welcome week and Christmas and everyday I just wished for the next. I sit back and reflect on the semester, academically and socially, and realized I learned more than I thought, whether my grades said so or not.
1. I am a science major who SUCKS at basic chemistry.
But hey- I not know to try harder and harder until I succeed. I have a passion for the field so I will not give up!
2. I cannot over extend myself.
Sticking to one job, two clubs, and having free time is PERFECTLY OKAY! I tried to juggle far more than I could handle the entire semester and I am now paying the price. But I am learning from my mistakes.
3. Sleep actually is important and it will reflect.
Going to bed at three and waking up at 7 for a month straight is a very dangerous cycle. For the sake of my mental health, I vow to force myself to sleep at least 7 hours a night this Spring semester.
4. I do not have money, whether I think I do or not.
Before buying yet another coffee mug, think about all those expenses coming. Have I paid my rent, my phone bill, and for my groceries this month? No? Put the mug down!
5. Mental issues do not disappear over night.
"Tomorrow is a new day" gets me through those rough late nights filled with panic, but sad feelings and depression do not disappear with a good nights sleep. It takes time and a lot of effort. That energy and effort has been extremely hard to find this semester.
6. My every decision does have an impact.
Party on Thursday but exam on Friday? SKIP THE PARTY!!
7. Partying has gotten really old.
I know longer enjoy nights of being blackout and being unable to find my apartment key. Get me a movie and my best friends!
8. I have totally realized who my real friends are.
This one hit me hard this year, but the realization feels better every single day.
9. I rely on my parents way too much.
Thank you for putting up with me!!! Thank you for answering your phone at any given time of day, thank you for loaning me money when I desperately need it. But most of all, thank you for giving me the opportunity to go to school and build a life that I want!
10. My grades do not reflect who I am as a person. AT ALL.
Sometimes the knowledge about hydrogen ions just isn't there- but passion and hard work definitely is. That will get me much farther.
Thank you everyone who stuck by my side on this roller coaster of a semester. I appreciate you all more than you know!! I am very thankful for this life and everyone in it!
