Why I Wish I Had More Years In My Twenties

Why I Wish I Had More Years In My Twenties

Time is of the essence. And there is just not enough of it.

I know what you're thinking: Relax. You don't understand yet. Once you go through your twenties you will be finished with them and ready to move on. Or, stop complaining. You are lucky to even still be in your twenties.

Of course I understand these thoughts. I am very lucky to be so young with so many opportunities at my feet and no true obligations yet. But at the same time I feel the pressure of my life in front of me more than ever before.

I know that my twenties will be awesome years of growth, new experiences, and dream chasing. However, I also know that these years are limited. There are only so many years that I can spend deciding what I want to do with the rest of my life before it is time to live the rest of my life.

The many options and dreams that I have are both blessings and curses. There's law school or there's politics or there's entrepreneurship or there's service. And that's just fields that I'm currently interested in. The sky is really the limit for all young people just beginning their careers. But all of these options requires commitment and time.

I struggle with not only picking what I want to do, but also deciding to let go of many of my other dreams.

And then being a mom comes along. Don't get me wrong. Since I was a little girl, I have wanted to be a mom. I still do. But I also struggle with knowing that having children will in some way, shape, or form set me back in my career. I will have to take time away from building my career to build my family. Both are important to me in different ways, but nonetheless important.

I know that all of these worries are human. They are what most people feel as they enter the world. But I feel more pressured to figure them out sooner than later. I just feel like all of these problems and questions must be dealt with in this approaching decade. If only I had more time to experiment, network, and plan in my twenties to design the life that I want to live.

But I guess it isn't meant to be planned perfectly. Life is life. It is a ride, not a destination.

I am constantly reminding myself that life just works. It always has for me and I assume that it will continue to do so. It will all fall into place and seem like 20/20 in hindsight. So, I just keep grinding hard and doing my best in hopes that life leads me where I belong.

Until then, I will take my twenties on by storm and do what I love to get the life that I love.

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10 Things I Threw Out AFTER Freshman Year Of College

Guess half the stuff on your packing list doesn't really matter

I spent the entire summer before my freshman year of college so WORRIED.

I also spent most of my money that summer on miscellaneous dorm stuff. I packed the car when the time finally came to move in, and spent the drive up excited and confused about what the heck was actually going on.

Freshman year came and went, and as I get ready to go back to school in just a few short weeks (!!), I'm starting to realize there's just a whole bunch of crap I just don't need.

After freshman year, I threw out:

1. Half my wardrobe.

I don't really know what I was thinking of owning 13 sweaters and 25 T-shirts in the first place. I wear the same five T-shirts until I magically find a new one that I probably got for free, and I put on jeans maybe four times. One pair is enough.

2. Half my makeup.

Following in the theme of #1, if I put on makeup, it's the same eyeliner-mascara combination as always. Sometimes I spice it up and add lipstick or eyeshadow.

3. My vacuum.


One, I basically never did it. Two, if I REALLY needed to vacuum, dorms rent out cleaning supplies.

4. Most of my photos from high school.

I didn't throw them ALL away, but most of them won't be making a return to college. Things change, people change, your friends change. And that's okay.

5. Excess school supplies.

Binders are heavy and I am lazy. I surprisingly didn't lose that many pens, so I don't need the fifty pack anymore. I could probably do without the crayons.

6. Cups/Plates/Bowls/Silverware.

Again, I am lazy. I cannot be bothered to wash dishes that often. I'll stick to water bottles and maybe one coffee cup. Paper plates/bowls can always be bought, and plastic silverware can always be stolen from different places on campus.

7. Books.

I love to read, but I really don't understand why I thought I'd have the time to actually do it. I think I read one book all year, and that's just a maybe.

8. A sewing kit.

I don't even know how to sew.

9. Excessive decorations.

It's nice to make your space feel a little more cozy, but not every inch of the wall needs to be covered.

10. Throw pillows.

At night, these cute little pillows just got tossed to the floor, and they'd sit there for days if I didn't make my bed.

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I'm Not The Person I Was In High School And I'm Not Sorry I Changed

I'm sorry, the old me can't come to the phone right now.


If those who knew me in high school hung out with me now, they probably wouldn't recognize me. If my friends from college hung out with me around two years ago, they probably wouldn't recognize me. It's safe to say I've changed... a lot. I definitely find the change to be for the better and I couldn't be happier with the person I've become

In high school, I would sit at home every night anxiously waiting to leave and go out. Now, honestly, going out is the last thing I want to do any night of the week. While everyone in college is at a fraternity party or at the bars, I prefer to sit at home on the couch, watching Netflix with my boyfriend. That's an ideal night for me and it is exactly the opposite of what I wanted to do a couple of years ago. There's nothing wrong with going out and partying, it's just not what I want to do anymore.

I craved attention in high school. I went to the parties and outings so I could be in Snapchats and photos, just so people would know I was there. I hung out with certain groups of people just so I could say I was "friends" with so-and-so who was so very popular. I wanted to be known and I wanted to be cool.

Now, I couldn't care less. I go to the bars or the parties if I really feel like it or if my friends make me feel bad enough for never going anywhere that I finally decide to show up. It's just not my scene anymore and I no longer worry about missing out.

If you could look back at me during my junior year of high school, you probably would've found me searching for the best-ranked party schools and colleges with the best nearby clubs or bars. Now, you can find me eating snacks on the couch on a Friday night watching the parties through other peoples' Snapchats.

Some may say that I'm boring now, and while I agree that my life is a little less adventurous now than it was in high school, I don't regret the lifestyle changes I've made. I feel happier, I feel like a better person, I feel much more complete. I'm not sorry that I've changed since high school and I'm not sorry that I'm not living the typical "college lifestyle." I don't see anything wrong with that life, it's just not what makes me happy and it's not what I want to do anymore.

I've become a different person since high school and I couldn't be happier about it. I have a lot that's contributed to the change, but my boyfriend definitely was the main factor as he showed me that staying in can be a million times better than a night out. My interests and my social cravings have completely transitioned into that of an 80-year-old grandma, but I don't regret it.

Change doesn't have to be a bad thing. In fact, it can bring a lot more happiness and comfort. The transition from high school to college is drastic, but you can also use it as an opportunity to transition from one lifestyle to another. I don't regret the lifestyle flip I made and I couldn't be less apologetic about it.

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