Everyone knows the saying "you always want what you can't have" and whether its talking about the new purse you can not afford, the cheesy fries you definitely should not eat or the cute boy you have been talking to, it is way too frustrating. If your luck is anything like mine, it seems like boys always come around at the worst possible time. However, if for some reason the timing is perfect, there is a 99% chance that something else will occur to ruin the situation. But, the heart wants what it wants, even when it's out of reach.
In my opinion, the worst part of wanting something you cant have, is that you even want it in the first place. Maybe you cannot have them because of old ex drama, off-timing, or they do not feel the same way- but whatever it is, it sucks. It is basically self torture because as much as you know it will never be, it is almost like it does not matter. You fall anyways, letting yourself become more and more attached to the person and the relationship you want even though you know is out of reach. You get caught up in the present, enjoying the time spent together, not thinking of the future even though you know what it holds. Maybe you try and convince yourself the situation will change and everything will work out because it is going fine so far. Maybe even through all of it, you decide to put it all on the line, hoping it will end in your favor. But it does not. Because it cannot. Because you cannot. For whatever reason, you just cannot, at least in the way you want them. So where do you go from here?
It will hurt. It will suck. It will mess with you because how can you possibly get over someone you never even dated? Where do you even start? Delete their number, mute them on twitter, or un-follow them on Instagram. Why torture yourself with the one thing you want most? Ignore the urges to send that late night text where you tell them how much you care about them. Do not wishful think. Believe it or not, they may not truly be the person you were meant to be with anyways. Maybe all of these situations are necessary to get us to who we really belong with. Rascal Flatts said it best, "God blessed the broken road that pointed straight to you."
