There is an episode of the TV show, "Friends," where Rachel finds out Ross, even though they were on a break, cheated on her. I will forever remember the look in her eyes when she found out. It was a look of disappointment and sadness unlike any other look I have ever seen before. What she said will always be something I remember forever: "I used to think of you as somebody that would never ever hurt me. Ever. It doesn't matter what you say or what you do. It's just changed everything."
I had this one person in my life. I had a person in my life who I thought would forever be by my side and they turned out to be the one who left me without a single warning. I used to think of you as the one person who would never hurt me, yet you are the one who caused me to cry night after night for months straight. And for some reason you didn't seem to care about me or how you made me feel.
After you broke my heart, you made it seem like I didn't matter to you. What you did to me, at first I thought I could forgive you for it, but after months of being mad or upset with you, I realized that I will never ever be able to forgive you. I forgive you for what you did, but I will never forget what you did to me. I will never be able to forget what happened and how we ended. I felt Rachel's pain for the first time in my life when you left me. But just like Rachel, I am moving on and I am getting over you. In "Friends," Rachel and Ross end up back together, but I just can't see how she was able to look past what he did.
If you were ever to come back to me even if I wanted to be with you again, you would be a complete stranger to me. The person I knew was kind and compassionate. The person you showed me you truly are is cruel and someone I never want to be with again. If you ever told me you missed me, I would remember when you told me that we were over. You claimed for so long that you loved me, but you don't destroy the people you love. If he ever came back, I wouldn't recognize the person standing in front of me. It doesn't matter what you do or who you become or who you say you've changed into. I will never again see you as someone I could be with.
