Dear Ex-Best Friend,

We went from being attached at the hip all through elementary, middle and high school but once we separated for college, everything changed. You were my person, the one I could go to about anything and now I can't even get a text back when I ask how you're doing.

I did everything to keep you happy, when things started to change I still made the effort to talk to you until you stopped replying. At times, I really miss talking to you and keeping in touch while we were gone at college but you moved out of state, found new friends and dropped me instantly so a part of me wants to hate you.

I really miss our late night chats and being able to call each other anytime even when we are just walking to class, but now I'm not even crossing your mind anymore so what's the point in missing it?

I hope you're doing better. I hope you've found your new friends to make you happy. I hope that some part of you finds regret in dropping me as your bestfriend because shit, you dropped me quicker than ever and you should feel regret for it.

I hope you miss me because I miss you but I damn sure don't want you back. You were a huge part of my life and always will be but to just stop talking to someone for no reason is nothing I expected from you.

I hope your life at college is better than it was when we last talked, I hope you find the man of your dreams and I'm invited to the wedding cause you'll be invited to mine stil, I hope you haven't forgotten about me cause I haven't forgotten about you... I mainly hope you're happy.

That's all that matters to me, is that you're happy. You were my bestfriend and I will never forget our memories. You made me happy when I didn't think it was possible, you constantly made me laugh and brought better memories into my life but I just hope now that you're happy in this new life that you have, because obviously my efforts to see how you are and be there for you didn't work enough.

My parents know we are no longer friends, they know how much hatred I have towards you because of the fact you act like I don't even exist anymore. They aren't happy about it but they saw it coming since you are a decent distance from me now. I may have a huge hatred for you but I still care about you and wish nothing but happiness your way.

Thank you for being my person for too many years to count... I'll always love you