I wish you would've been there. Like REALLY there. But.... you weren't, and I thank you for that. You not being there has taught me so much. It's made me the strong person I am today and has made me quite independent. I often look back and wonder to myself ''what did I do to deserve this'' or ''Have you ever cared like you say you do''? Because realistically, actions speak louder than words, and your actions were motionless.

I've learned a lot on my own. I've learnt that, in fact, you're the one who's been missing out. From my college life, to my adult life. You have NO IDEA who I am and what I'm like. Even when you were here, I'm not convinced you knew then either.

But the most important thing I've learnt without having you around is how strong I've become, how independent I've become and how powerful I am. Everyday is a struggle, but I'm constantly reminded how great I'm doing without you.

So thank you, for making my weak self....not so weak.