You've got this girl wrapped around your finger, or so you think. The girl who texts you "good morning" and "good night" every day. The girl who stays up as late as she can to spend time with you. The girl who kisses you endlessly and tries her best to make you happy.
The thing is, she's not as wrapped around your finger as you think she is.
She's aware of how you're treating her. She sees that your "text didn't send" when you decide to ignore her text asking what you're doing. She notices that you are always busy before 9 p.m. when it's the end of the night and you just want to crawl in bed. She remembers making plans with you earlier that week, heck - even earlier that day, that you forget and blow off. She notices that you can't put your phone down when you two are together, but when you're away she can never get her phone call answered.
You think she doesn't notice because she doesn't bring it up, but she does. She notices and she keeps it inside to avoid an argument because she's not the confrontational type.
She's trying to give you a chance to be the man she knows you can be, but you continue to prove to her that you are just going to continue to be a boy.
You can keep treating her how you do, but don't be surprised when she walks away. She'll soon become heartless. She's locked all these feelings inside herself when it comes to you, and eventually, she will shut them out completely.
She will delete your text messages without a blink of an eye. She will see you out in public and treat you as if you're a stranger. She won't answer when she sees your name calling her phone because she's heard the same excuses each time. You'll realize her worth far too late, and you won't get the opportunity to try to make it up to her.
She's not as dumb as you're thinking she is. She's wasted enough energy, effort, and time over you. She'll move on, and find someone someone who recognizes what he has and what she deserves.
Stop playing her, and stop playing yourself.
