A little while ago, I was locked out of stan Twitter account and life has never been worse. Apparently my account was locked due to "unusual activity," and I have been unable to reset my password to get back in. If you're not familiar with the term "stan Twitter" the Urban Dictionary defines it as the following: "A section of cult-like fandoms that worship popular artists or artist groups." Per my stan Twitter experience, that's a pretty accurate definition.

Stan Twitter is a bizarre, hilarious, often frightening jungle of a place–there are funny content and plenty of friendly people, but there are also fandom wars and negativity all the time too.

I have no idea what I'm supposed to do now. Where am I supposed to get my daily dose of BTS content? How am I going to be up to date on everything going on with the boys? Without my stan twitter account, how can I flood the replies of BTS' twitter posts with keyboard smashes and heart emojis? And with BTS' new album coming out in less than a month, I'm going to be completely out of the loop.

But maybe, just maybe, this is a blessing in disguise. I'll have one less distraction and can focus on getting my work done. I'll just have to wait and see–but for now, it seems like I'll have to learn to live without it.