Like most, I struggle with the unknown, but more so lately than ever before. I am unsure about my major, my career choice and so many other things right now. I see everyone succeeding and working towards these amazing goals and I am just not there yet.
I know that at 19 years old, I should not have it all figured out. I have fought for a long time, but I have come to the realization that this is not something I can do by myself.
I am weak and He is strong.
I am lost and can only be found through Him. It is okay to not have your life figured out.
This world is going to break you from time to time.
People will hurt you.
You will not always get your way.
But He will take care of you no matter what because He loves you. He loves you more than you will ever know and He will make sure that you are protected.
I have chosen to give my doubt, uncertainty, and worry to Him and only Him.
I hope you will find peace by doing the same!
The song "Oceans" by Hillsong United has been such an encouragement to me this past year. I find myself sobbing every time I hear it because it tugs at my heart in just the right way. It breaks me down and shows me that I have to put my trust in Him because there is no way to go through this life without Him.