"A masterpiece is still a masterpiece when the lights are off and the room is empty"

I know this may seem a bit sappy, but love is sappy and love is kind and if it isn't kind, then it isn't love. Love keeps no record of wrong and love forgives all mistakes. So this is a short little story about a on sided love.

She has been thinking over and over "Are we completely bad for each other or is this just bad timing?". She doesn't know if walking away is the right move or if she needs to be with you. She feels like the world will stop spinning without you. She loves you unconditionally but is that love really enough to make her want to stay with you. Every time you say you're leaving her, her entire body trembles and she's overcome with this sickness, when I say sickness I don't mean just sadness, sure there is that too but she becomes physically ill at the thought of losing you. This girl could start fires with what she feels with you. You have taken her for granted time and time again and when are you going to get it? She has her flaws and is far from perfect but some how she was never enough for you. She gave her all to you, her time, her effort, and her trust. Maybe you just couldn't see it, maybe you couldn't see what she saw. She was always very soft for you, always wanted to make it work and tried over and over to fix herself until she couldn't anymore. She got tired of begging, tired of trying to fix it but love and compatibility aren't always the same thing. As worthless as you made her feel sometimes, she was done being your back up plan. She was done being hurt. She no longer wanted to stay. She wanted to finally be happy. She no longer needed you to feel like herself. You see you can try as hard as you can, you can do and say anything and everything but sometimes people just don't appreciate you, sometimes they are no longer worth trying for or worrying about. It's important to give up a person who is toxic for you.

You can't keep dancing with the devil and ask why you're still in hell.

We often want things so badly we completely destroy it before it even starts. Overthinking, Fantasizing, Imagining, Expecting, Worrying, and Doubting. Just let everything come natural. Because no matter how much she loved you, she knew love and capability are not the same. She was homesick for arms that no longer wanted to hold her, but she was certain that she would find a new pair of arms. Arms that would love her the was she loved him, she longed for a love that was not selfish. You do not need to rip yourself into a million pieces to keep someone else whole.