As I have already told my brother I will be doing a lot of screaming in the coming weeks. Why??? Well because I am stressed the f**k out. Screaming makes me feel better too.
The semester is coming to an end. Literally one more week of class and then Finals week. Nothing but suffering. Literally. I have already finished one paper for a class and have two more. The good news is that I am nearly finished with one. It's also due REAL soon. I also have two final exams to prepare for which I know is less than what others have to deal with, but still. Oh by the way, did I mention that I'm graduating? No? Oh yeah...I'M GRADUATING!!! Wtf is that about?? So many things and so little time. Time is a human construct. It doesn't exist. What even is all this?
Okay I'm fine. But yeah...I'm kind of feeling the stress. I can do this though. Not like I haven't graduated before. I got through my high school graduation no problem. And yet this is so much bigger. This is college! Something I had only ever imagined when I was little. Now it's actually going to happen. I have no idea how this is going to go, but at least I know it'll be exciting. An adventure.
Back to the screaming though. Literally all the above mentioned things are what will lead to me screaming for at least ten minutes after every assignment for the next couple weeks. I already know after every final exam I am going to want to take off sprinting, but that's a bit much. It makes me feel better though so maybe I just might. I can't imagine what grad school will be like. Another adventure to look forward to I suppose.
Either way there will be a lot of screaming and everything will get done. Everything will work out. It always does. When it's all over too I will get to veg out for a whole summer. It'll be good.