TRIGGER WARNING
One, two, three
That's how many times he hit me
He took a fist to the back of my neck
It only took me a few days to become a wreck
My family and friends told me I was insane
Because I loved a boy who brought me so much pain
I defended him despite it all,
Despite the major fall
The fall down the stairs where I broke bones
I wish I would have came home
I wish I wouldn't have moved in with him
Because he violated the most precious parts of my skin
The precious part where a baby could come out
I would never raise a child, no doubt
My eyes became black and blue,
My thoughts filled with thoughts of you
The concerned, beautiful boy who wanted the broken me
He just wanted to set me free
He took a bat to my abuser's head,
He just wanted him dead
Instead he got a bullet through the brain
Nothing could dull the pain
My abuser and I are now on the run
Maybe one day I'll see the sun
