I witness your pain like a jury member

Empathizing for you, December

Your words are cold, November

However, I can’t seem to remember

the times where You actually felt lucky

Not like the four leaf clover

Or it snowing in October

But you simply smiling

Smiling like the First day of September

cause it’s the one day you get to be the center

You clean your mirror, trying to clean your self-reflection

However it can’t get anymore flawless

In August

Where you stepped out in the world, knowing you were the change.

No longer the Jury Member, now I’m the judge

Deciding your fate

Restricting your hate

Stop crying

Saying you’d rather “die than live”

“Julying”

Pick yourself up plaintiff and walk

Walk then run with that sheet of paper that you spent four long years working for.

because where you come from, In June, this only happens every blue moon.

“It May happen” they said.

But you knew with Him, who died and bled,

Whose blood He shed

anything is possible

April showers

Don’t bring flowers

They bring floods

Floods of uncertainty and pain, yet happiness when your mother smiles.

Who you’d March a thousand miles

To see

Just cause it’s February, doesn’t mean you have to be alone

Just cause it’s V-day, and no one is blowing up your phone

You Still smile

Plaintiff, I see through you as I look at you

And just because it’s January and you still have the flu,

I still smile.