Dear Chad,

I love you.

It's not everyday that I get to see you. I only see you at holidays now or special occasions which isn't ideal. I wonder a lot how you're doing, and what you're doing. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't think about you. I miss you tons.

I have very few fond memories with you growing up, but the memories I do have make me smile. Even though you were rarely around, I knew that I loved you and wanted to be a part of your life forever. Luckily, we have recently reconnected and our bond is stronger than ever. No, it isn't what your typical brother/sister relationship is like, but it's enough for me. One day, I do hope that we can be closer because that's what Dad wants.

Dad wants the best for the both of us, and once he's gone, we will only have each other. I want you to know that I am proud of you despite all the crappy life choices you've made. You're finally realizing that you need to grow more as a person and show the world your true self.

I know you have it in you to do great things. All you need to do is set a goal and stick to it. You can do whatever you tell your mind to do, so do it. Please, for yourself, and your family who love you dearly.

Call me or text me sometime because I do miss you.

I love you Big Brother.

Love,

Your Little Sister