Dear Alan,

We met in 1995. Well, I first saw you in 1995. It was a good year for the both of us. I was born, and you carried Kate Winslet through the fields to save her from her broken heart. It was at that moment that I knew we would be friends.

Over the years you took on many different roles. Always introducing me to new and wonderful things. Sometimes it felt like you knew me! When I was obsessed with musicals, you starred in "Sweeney Todd." Which, by the way, was amazing. Your singing talent caught me off guard and it was fun!

Due to my age and obsession with books, the "Harry Potter" series became my favorite to read. Snape was never one of my favorite characters. He was honestly a rather bitter man who chose his own path. Yet you played him so well. The way you drew out his words and implemented pauses was captivating. You watched Harry in the background during many scenes. It added so much depth to Snape! I acted in many plays throughout my life and you were one of the actors that I took notes from.

Your choice in characters taught me many things. You taught me to love unconditionally and without relent. Snape loved Lily through everything. He never gave up on his love or walked away. He may not have been with her, but he watched out for her. He loved her. Harry from "Love Actually," showed me that people make mistakes. He wasn't perfect. In fact he ruined his marriage by cheating on his wife. But it showed me a more human side to you. Snape can be a rather intense character, and after years of being associated so strongly with him, it was nice to see that change. Not to mention all of the other great characters that you brought to life.

You were funny! I loved your sarcasm and your dry wit. When I was little I wasn't sure if you would be really nice or scary. Daniel Radcliffe's interview about your friendship helped to ease my worries.

Your friendship with Emma Thompson was inspirational. I loved seeing your names together. It always made for an awesome movie. Also your reunion with Kate Winslet made me happy as well. I can only imagine the friendships that were developed over the years.

Basically, you were a great friend over all. You supported those you cared for. Going to their shows and releases. You always called them back in a timely manner. (According to several different sources.) Overall I'm thoroughly convinced we would have been great friends.

Although I never had the privilege to meet you in person, I'm heartbroken that you're gone. My love and thoughts go to your family and friends -- even the ones you've never met. It's kind of funny the impact a person's life can have. You were an amazing actor and I will pass on your legacy to my future children. May you rest in peace and always be remembered.

Love,

MJ Jeremiah