I don't care about you anymore. I will no longer make myself available for you. I will no longer reminisce on all of the good times we share. I don't care. If you are unhappy with yourself, go see a therapist. It is not my fault.
You, just like I, have a chemical imbalance in our brains. The only difference is, I'm not pulling people in to drown with me. I'm swimming towards land.
You will no longer cross my mind. This letter really isn't even for you, it's for myself. It's not meant to be a hit at anybody, really. It's for me read it everytime I start to feel sorry for you. Once again, it's not my fault. I've been through tough crap just the same as anybody else. We all have our baggage and our past.
I will no longer let myself worry about you. I will no longer let my anxiety get the best of me when I'm going through life decisions. I will no longer worry what you're saying about me behind closed doors. I will, also, no longer care who you bring my name up to. The devil did always push blame onto somebody else.
So, maybe that's it. You're the devil in this scenario. Maybe you're trying to get me to sin so I won't see my Heavenly Father. I see Him crystal clear. He is guiding me to where I need to me. He is giving me signs of who I need to be with, who I need to be, and where I need to be.
Life is not perfect like many 'Insta' girls make it out to be. You have your setbacks and your comebacks. You will no longer be my setback. Instead, you will be a stepping stone for me for my comeback.
I'm over you. I'm over you ruining me. I'm over you trying to wedge yourself in any way that you can into my life. I'm over you in everyway you can think of. I'm over you.
I have a great support system. I have a great life. I have a great education that I'm adding to everyday. I have a great personality. I have a great fiancé. I have everything just as great as it can be. With that being said, I will no longer be worrying myself, making myself sick, making my own body ache due to anxiety about a situation.
Once again, this letter is not meant as a hit to anybody. I have had it with myself for letting myself get hurt time and time again. If you have hurt me, just know that I know longer acknowledge the problem or you.
Sincerely, a woman who knows what she wants and how she feels.



















