I feel like it is SO darn easy to get caught up in other peoples lives in person and on social media. Social media makes it so easy these days to have this picture perfect timeline of when we should have someone special in our lives but in reality, we aren't on everyone else's timeline but our own. It can get kind of tricky honestly because we just get so used to scrolling on social media and seeing who still has a man or has recently gotten engaged. You want to feel happy for them for sure, but at the same time, you do feel like why isn't it me yet?
Being at the end of my college career, I am seeing the trend more of the engagement than anything else. I am not saying it is happening to everyone, but to those, I follow on social media that are around my age are posting left and right about their rings. I know I, of course, are happy for them and wish them nothing but bliss, but I just have not found the one for me. I have swiped left and right on apps many times and I have been out on the town many times. But it just doesn't make sense to me still that someone has not crossed paths with me. Is it really in God's plans for me to be with someone or is that just what he says to make me feel like its eventually going to happen? I mean I do want to believe that he's out there for me but right now it's kind of hard to tell.
I do think that things are supposed to happen for a reason in life most of the time. But it does make me wonder about how my journey is going to continue. Will I have a happy ending just like in Rom Coms and in Disney movies? Or will I be happy with just myself and what I have to accomplish? I feel like these thoughts are always flowing through my mind and they probably will continue to do so. But in the meantime, I guess I'll just see what happens and not worry about the answers to the questions.