Some people have told me that I'm too young to know that I want to spend the rest of my life with this one guy. He has given me reasons to make me fall head over heels for him without him even trying. I have tried so hard to make him see the reason why "I love him to the moon and back".So almost 4 years I lost the guy who told me that I was going to meet this guy,I thought it was a joke. I had no idea that 3 later my life and my thought of dating was going to change forever,I would do anything to bring my dad back for his approval,but I continuously think that God took my dad to prove to me that I could find someone who would love me just as much as my dad did. I always ask, "why does God do bad things to good people." " why does God put each person on this earth and then take them away and leave people in such pain." I finally understand the reasons why. So God took my dad to make me see that he can take away the people who help make us who we are and then when the time comes to give us someone who will make us smile a little brighter and bless us with memories we deserved for all the hurting we went through. God took my dad and blessed me with this guy to help me get through all of the pain and to make me stronger then I have ever been. God put me here on this earth to show other than ever the destruction has happened you can build up, become brave and prove to others that you can become strong again and rebuild from the damaged person who was left from it. I have always heard that God gives the hardest time to couples who are meant to be to prove to them that they have to brave and push through. They don't have to prove it to anyone but themselves that this is the one thing they have earned after all the pain they put themselves through. They had this person as a blessing in disguise to show them that he wants them to realize that they need each other. I remember thinking to myself that I would never fall this deep, I would not allow myself to be distracted by a boy. When I first met this guy I was lost in my suspension of the idea that I was going to marry him. He has no idea that had me thinking this on the first date. God and my dad brought me to this guy, I can't mess up this time. I never believed in true love and happily ever after, or fairy tales or even wishfully thinking that I was going to marry this person. I never knew that "I love you" could mean so much, or that it could be so powerful. Who know a girl like me could be stuck in a fairy tale that she never wants to end.