Alone in my own self-doubt

A feeling I know all too well

I never considered the beauty that would eventually sprout

I put on a smile and let the world think I'm doing well

I'm told I have everything

How could I be hurt and act out

Luxuries aren't the issue

My mind plays tricks on me

And it will only continue

The blade was my friend

But it only left my skin worn out

All I want to do is yell

Was my life always intended to take this route

This life itself seemed worse than hell

Let me out of this drought

No one gets me

So I sit here and dwell

Alone in my own self-doubt