A day we celebrate all the things our mother's do for us.
I hate this day.
My mother and grandmothers are all dead. Who am I supposed to celebrate?
Their memory. If I do that, I'm just going to spend the whole day crying okay?
So, I just go off the grid on this day. I don't talk to people. I don't go to church. I don't go on social media (well I try not too.)
This is literally a day that I want to be completely by myself. People try to get me to talk and do things. But there are just some times that you just don't want to.
AND THAT'S OKAY.
I am nice and happy all the damn time. Let me have one day were I can be grumpy and by myself please?
This day is hard enough for me. I don't need you coming into my life trying to make me better.
I am not broken.
I do not need you to fix me.
This is just how I coupe okay?
Don't tell me you're sorry I have to go through this pain.
Or that I'll get over it someday.
I don't need that.
I just need to be by myself.
I'll be fine by tomorrow, don't worry.