I've always had a love/hate relationship with summer. People may think I'm crazy for using the words 'hate' and 'summer' in the same sentence, but it's true. There are so many parts of summer I enjoy so much for the most part, but with that, there are some not so fun parts.
Let's start with the best parts of summer. Ever since I was a baby, I have been traveling to Croatia with my grandparents and younger brother for the entire summer. I am forever grateful for them doing so, since I have learned so much about my culture visiting for all of these years. Going to Croatia during summer helped me learn how to speak, read and write the language. My brother and I even participate in Croatian folklore here in New York. This vacation is the highlight of my summer and makes up the majority of my 'love' for the season.
Additionally, it is nice to have little to no responsibility for the summer. Classes are finally over with and there is time to relax. No worrying about homework, quizzes, studying or exams. During the summer I honestly feel like a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders knowing I don't have to worry about due dates for assignments. However, it is still important to always read every day no matter what!!
This is where we start getting into my hatred for the summertime. I totally love being able to wear shorts, tank tops, and dresses. Being tan is great, after my first hardcore sunburn of the season that turns into a tan, and I love jumping into the sea on a scorching hot day. However, I DESPISE the heat! My face is naturally oily, so the 90-degree weather does not benefit me or my makeup. I am also a person who sweats a lot, even during the wintertime, so summer is legitimately hell for me. I personally can't stand sweating one bit, so the hot weather does not help at all. Chub rub is also a real thing for plus size girls, and constantly having rashes on your inner thighs are a living hell when you're constantly sweating during the high heat months.
Most of all, after my first year of college, I miss my friends and boyfriend like crazy. I started a new chapter of my life at UAlbany and created so many memories during my freshman year, it was hard to leave it behind for even a few months. It feels so weird not living with five other girls who are my closest friends. I miss my boyfriend terribly and won't be seeing him until August. I also miss going to rugby practice every day, working my butt off and having fun with my teammates.
As you can see, I have a bittersweet feeling for summer. I love the season where I can go swimming, wear cute clothes, be on vacation and relax with no responsibilities. There are also a few downsides as I mentioned, but nevertheless, I will make it through the season with many stories to tell. Bring it on, summer!
