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Love Has Never Met A Lost Cause

Knocking on the door to my own heart, I wonder if she'll let me in?

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Love Has Never Met A Lost Cause
http://heartwalkin.com/blog/2018/9/9/your-heart-is-the-door-to-the-kingdom
A poem written from the door of my heart to yours. My goal in this life is to simply let you know that You Are Loved!




"It's been much too long," I barely whispered as I tried to open the door to my heart.
I have been searching for something, a key or a person; anything to open the door for far too long. I have only now just realized that it was never even locked.
I reach out and start to pry the door open and my own heart screams at me to stop!
"You've never been nice to me," she says, and I wondered if that was true. I told her it could not be.
"You have always hated looking inside of me, and you've always ran away when you do." She sounded almost as lonely as I felt. At this point I couldn't tell which parts of me were breaking. My own heart did not want to let me inside.
She argued that my mind was much too logical, much too callous for something as soft as she.
I started to panic and threw my fist at the door, "I have longed to love you!" I know I must have screamed.
"You're just so broken, and I don't know how to help," I know I must have wept.
"That's never stopped you before, at least not with anyone else." I knew how right she was as the words slowly trickled out. She of all people knew that loving the broken is what I've been made to do best.
Oh, how my mind yearns to finally take hold of my heart and make it home.
"How...how do I not hate you though?" I didn't mean to whisper aloud. I did not mean for my heart to hear my honesty.
She took a deep breath and explained it all so matter of fact that I almost forgot there was no logic to her words;
"I am the best parts of you. I am the most broken as well, because I am the most loved. You preach to all the world how loved they are yet your own hypocrisy has taken up more space that your honesty. You do not hate yourself, you love yourself far too much, So much that one would call it selfish."
Most of me wanted to run. Far far away back into the depths of my mind. Back to the place where my sins are laid out without grace, so at least I know who I truly am. Is it so selfish of me to hate myself? How do I not? Especially when I know how {terrible terrible terrible} of a person I am. I wasn't for sure if I ever wanted to come back to the door of my heart ever again. Still I stayed, for far too long and far too comfortably.
"What kind of love is this?" I finally asked aloud. I'm sure some part of me must want to know the answer.
"One that never leaves. One that promises to see the best and worst and still choose both." I'm always amazed how sure my heart is of herself.The door of my unlocked heart started to creak open as she continued making her promises.
"What if I'm the one that runs away again?" I had to ask, because I'm so sure that I will.
Even I know how scared I am of my own mind. How scared I have always been of my own broken heart.
The door continued to creak until it opened up, wide and full of possibilities. All of me longed to step inside. All of my heart longed to have me come back home.
"Then I'll remind you of the words that have been written inside of you since the beginning of time," my heart sang as she caressed me back into her grace, guiding me back to what never was even lost. "You are loved. And love has never met a lost cause."
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