“Sarah, It is going to take a strong man with a lot of patience to be with you” is a brutally honest statement about me. I would love to be a easy going girl and the one every guy wants to be with, but I won’t. I have problems that I face everyday. I make it hard for people to love me, I can’t change that it is who I am.

I am difficult, I know. I push people away. I have problems using my words sometimes still. I get frustrated and angry. I yell and scream. I have my days where I just don’t want to be around anyone I tend to have more bad days than I have good. I cry a lot. I will act like a b*tch! I will push you away. I require a lot of food. I will tell you I hate you and never wanna see you again because that’s what I do. I will get angry and yell at you for things you didn’t do. I will let my anger out on you when you don’t deserve it. I will annoy the living hell out of you. I will say cruel words to push you away because sometimes I feel I don’t deserve you or anyone else for that matter. I will make it my mission to drive you insane, and push your buttons to get a reaction from you. I will p*ss you off to no end. You will tell me not to do something and I will go out of my way just to do what you told me not  to do… just to piss you off. I will push you to your breaking point and right as your on the edge of snapping I will do a complete 360 on you and be sweet and loving, because that is my nature to do such things. I tend to run or become extremely distant when I am uncomfortable. I also laugh when I am upset and uncomfortable and just out of my zone. When I see ted you won’t be able to get through to me till I have simmered down. I have more bad days than I do good. Some days I will act like a complete 2 year old. 

But even though there is all of this, I am loyal as a pup, sweet as sugar, and I fight for the people I love. I fight for what I want. I am dedicated to everything I do. So yes I require someone strong with a lot of patience, because I will test someone to their limits and there is no changing that, I need to be picked up some days, and I am hot d*mn mess. I keep everyone in my life on their toes. They never know what they are gonna get with me. 

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