Dear Mom,

Can I even call you that ? What did I do to you? What did I do to dad? What if I wanted to be a part of the world? What if I wanted to make something of myself? Become a celebrity or a big wig business person?

You took all that away from me. You took it all away from me because you and dad chose to have sex and make me. I know I was an accident, but I did not do anything to deserve what you have done.

I am in Heaven now. I am loved here, but I rather be down there with you and dad and the rest of my family. Do you think you will ever regret this? Then what? You have to live the rest of your life with the decision you made and you cannot take it back.

I was so warm and comfortable in your belly. I didn't want to leave it yet. I mean I was too young to be a part of the world, but after a few months I would have been big enough and healthy enough to be held in your arms. All I wanted to do was feel your skin and smell you.

I really didn't want to die. I wanted to be your special child. I wanted to be your everything. I am sad you were sad. I felt you crying when you went to the doctor. I did not know why you were crying at the time.

You were crying, but I was dealing with the most pain of all. I had physical pain because this weird thing came in and got me and put me in Heaven and I had mental pain because my mommy and daddy did not want me.

I wrote this letter because I just don't understand how you did this to such an innocent soul? You made the adult decisions you did and you and dad knew the consequences, but you did it anyway.

I hope I am in your mind forever. I hope that you cry about me every once In awhile. I hope you think how I would have changed your life. I am mad, but I want you to know I love you either way.

Love,

Your unborn baby