Hi, it’s me.
I’ve been wanting to write you for a long time. Truthfully, I’m afraid of what you might think of me. I’m not even sure if I know you yet -- are you the one who sits in my class, were you the one I met at the coffee shop, or maybe that day still hasn’t arrived yet. Even though I’m not sure what you look like yet, I know you’re one of the stunning people I’ll ever meet. If I have met you already, then maybe I’ve been looking at you blindly. I can’t wait for the day that I am able to see you with opened eyes, and you’ll see me too.
What are you up to? What do you like doing? I’d like to think we’re into the same sort of things, I think that would be pretty cool. Well, right now I’m writing this. I keep rereading over it to make sure I get the words exactly right. Classes and life can, of course, be pretty stressful. You probably know exactly what I’m talking about when I say that… if I haven’t told you yet, don’t stress it! You’ll be perfectly fine. I’m sure you’ll pass those finals or tests or whatever you’re up to right now.
Sometimes I like to sit and wonder what life would be like if we were already together. Like, together together. I’m actually smiling just thinking about it, is that crazy? Maybe I’m just a hopeless romantic. My mind can hardly wrap around the fact that someday, maybe soon (I’m hoping, at least), we’ll be sharing so many laughs and tears together. If I close my eyes I can imagine you’re sitting right next to me. I don’t want to rush things, but I know I’m already in love with you.
Love is a crazy thing. I don’t even know what you look or sound like, how your touch feels or the way your hair grows out; or, maybe I do, I’m just not aware of it yet. I already know your laugh makes me smile and when you’re sad I’m sad, too. I know that when I’m scared you’ll hold me, or when I don’t have the words to say anything you’ll be alright with that. I just want to be there with you, right now, but I know there’s a time and place for everything.
One thing I know for certain, though, is that I am so totally and crazily in love with you. I don’t think I could ever relay into words how in love with you I already am. One day, you’ll be mine, and I really can’t wait.
