He tells you he loves you. He tells you he'll never leave. He tells you you're beautiful. He tells you he'd never hurt you...
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For the girl who is afraid to leave.
For the girl who can't find the courage.
For the girl who doesn't think she can do it, I believe in you.
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I've watched your relationship from the beginning. I've been there for the good and for the bad. Somehow, the bad has out weighted the good. Somewhere, somehow something went wrong. And you're the only one being hurt by it.
You've grown distant from friends. Your grades have slipped. You've declined numerous dinner invitations. You've skipped out on parties. We miss you.
You don't seem yourself. I think its time for you to walk away. He doesn't deserve you. He doesn't respect you. He doesn't love you unconditionally.
The 2 a.m. phone calls, stranded outside his house. It breaks my heart, and I can see he is breaking yours. I continue to tell you, I wish I could see what you see.
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You continue to stay. You continue to stay patient, but when will it be enough? When will you finally put your foot down? When will your voice be heard?
I worry about you, as I watch you fade into his shadow. I can't see you. You haven't shined like you used to. I miss that bright beautiful smile you used to have. Where is that goofy laugh that used to make me laugh right alongside you? You were too innocent, so carefree, so fun loving. He took that away from you.
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What he doesn't tell you is how strong you are. He doesn't tell you how smart you are. He doesn't tell you it is okay to be independent. He doesn't tell you that you are perfect just the way you are.
He doesn't know how truly blessed he is to have you in his life. He takes for granted every second you spend with him, and what I would give to have that time with you.
I dream about the day we get you back, the girl that we used to know. I know she's still inside of you just waiting to come out. One day she will be ready to show her face again to the world. She won't be hiding behind him anymore, she will be ready to stand on her own.
That day is the day I hope and pray for every day. And when that day comes you have an army of people behind you to catch you if you fall. An army who loves and cares for you. The people who pushed away haven't gone anywhere, we are a lot closer than you think.
My hope and my wish for you is that you find the courage within yourself to fight for your voice. I want you to fight for your heart back. He doesn't control you. He doesn't own you. You are so strong. You are so brave. And one day you'll be ready to leave. Restart your life, rebuild the torn friendships, and I'll be right here when you do!
XO
