He calls me late at night when I'm dreaming of someone new.
He tells me that he wants me, that he needs me, but never follows through.
I know it's wrong but I play along because I'm lonely too.
Some might think I'm stupid.
That I let him play me for a fool,
but I lost my feelings months ago.
I don't pretend like he really wants me,
and I don't think he'll change.
But just so long as he delivers
I'll play his little game.
I mean after all why should I not exploit it?
It's not like he gives a damn.
Why shouldn't I enjoy it?
People, if only they knew,
would look down and assume
that I am letting myself be played a fool.
He might have started it and I might have agreed
but don't mistake who is taking the lead.
I'm no fool, but if he is okay with using me.
Rest assured I'll use him too.