It’s strange.
You’re looking right at me
But I know
You don’t actually see me.
Not in a magic trick sense.
There’s no misdirection occurring.
Only that,
To you,
In this moment,
You are God.
You are King,
The Queen.
A Royal Flush.
I’m being asked to role play
Without my verbal consent.
It’s supplied and expected
That I stand there and smile
While you order me.
You’re paying me for it.
I know what I was getting in to
When I put on my uniform.
But that’s the problem,
How we knowingly walk into
This unknowable terror
All so we can afford
To go out and do the same
On the others.
I cater to your every need.
You let off some steam and
See it as righteous anger
For food left too cold,
Drinks with too much ice
And waits too long.
On that last point we can agree
The wait is too long
Where I tell myself
Time is a human concept,
Do not watch the clock.
It’s own form of torture.
So that when I finally leave
You pass me on the street.
There’s no nametag,
It lasts a few seconds
Yet I see you see me.
I watch the emotion on your face
As it shifts to guilt and shame.