Everyday is a new daunting battle. Something new will come up or will linger, but recently it was something big. We lost someone and its fine to fall back and be depressed for a little. One thing I can't let you do to me is pull me down and beat me up. I have to hold my head high in the sky and keep myself going. You won't stop me from looking back on to memories or making more. This is my life and you are just a hindrance.

There is so many times I will lay in my bed in the morning and not go to school because I'm "Tired". I will sleep my days away and stay up all night to avoid people at all time. Staying inside by myself with limited social interactions. I want to be outside adventuring and socializing. I feel so trapped in a depression prison.

Lets no forget my anxiety, its a horrible twin sister to you that won't leave. Always here lingering around and comes out when I don't need her. That basically describes anxiety.

One day I will have defeated you all and can go weeks maybe and months without a fall, but for now a day or two is an achievement for me. It is the best thing ever to happen when I wake up happy and ready to go. Sometimes my souls color can be Black and other times it can be Lilac.