The month I never thought would arrive is here, and it’s all too real. Close friends and classmates of mine are preparing to depart for college (and some who already have), and I’ve been feeling extra sentimental. Many of these people I have known since Kindergarten, and it’s strange knowing that, for the first time, we won’t be attending school together. It seems as though everyone I know has been dying to leave high school and get on with their lives as college students in the (almost) real world. As for me? If we’re being honest, college can take its sweet time.

Since going to orientation, I have been getting slightly more excited each day for college, which is amazing! The nerves are breaking down slowly, but surely, and I’m incredibly thankful. But even with this occurring, that doesn’t mean I’m trying to rush the arrival of college as quickly as possible.

Many of-- actually all of-- my friends have been counting down the days, hours, and minutes until they leave, which is understandable. You’re excited to start a whole new chapter of your life with a whole new set of friends to share it with. But keep this in mind: you’re also leaving behind a group of friends you’ve known for God-knows how long, as well as your family and your hometown. Now I don’t know about you, but to me, that’s slightly terrifying and sentimental.

All of my memories take place in my hometown, and I want to be able to spend as much time as I can reminiscing and being with those I care about. I want us to share one last laugh before we all head in different directions, as we won't each other until the holidays.

I feel as though I’ve been taking advantage of having my family around to do everything for me. Never have I had to wash my own clothes, cook my own meals, or do any other task deemed “adult like”. Of course, now is the time I have to begin to learn, which is quite a scare for me. Learning to “adult” won’t be easy, but I know that with time and patience, I’ll get the hang of it.

I’ve always been the kind of person who doesn’t wish her life away. I don't want to rush into something new too quickly. My transition from middle school to high school, while being entirely different from college, was terrifying for me. I’m dealing with the same anxiety now that I dealt with four years ago; I'm feeling the same way about not wanting to leave an environment I had become so accustomed to. I’ve been enjoying every last minute I have while still at home. I have a family who I can depend on, friends right down the street, and a familiar neighborhood to call home.

I’m excited for what college has in store, but for now, I’m kicking it back and taking in every last moment I have until September 1st.