I used to love him
He who encompassed my every move
He who made my heart skip
Three beats, just from him calling me "boo".
I used to cherish him
He who controlled my every thought
He who deceived me with false love
Forced to bear these emotions
Emotions I tried so hard to shove
And yet to no avail.
I used to admire him
He who showered me with false affection
He who turned it into
Obsession that changed my perception
Of what love truly was...
But looking back at a time so dim,
It makes me wonder
Did I really love him?