Part 1

You would have loved the old me.
You would have loved the things I could do and be.
Having you wonder where I am and where I could be.
You would have loved to see me.
Looking in your eyes making you believe I was everything you wanted me to be.
I would have kept dark secrets behind those eyes, I would have told lies, so many lies.
I would have made you cry.
You would love me because you could never figure out why.

Part 2

What’s wrong with her heart?
She said she loved me from the start.
I’m going through her phone, there’s been guys there all along.
2 years I spent with her. Met with family, friends, I showed her love, I let her in.
She corrupted me she did.
Twisted, wicked, cruel is what she is, evil is what she did.
Darkness resides in her.
I’m drawn to it.
She loved me the wrong way & now I’m into it.

Part 3

Brokenness lives here. Next to it is pain and fear.
We control her and what’s inside.
She cries and never releases. We have torn her heart into pieces
We have corrupted her mind, and made her believe in this.
Gave her a home and named it wickedness.

Part 4

Bring all the past into present.
Learn from it, there someone new who hasn’t felt it.
Her pain her scorn, nothing you’ve dealt with.
She gives all that to God, but you are selfish.
She gives you her best and you take it for granted.
Not knowing her past the evil she was possessed with.
You are someone new, someone that got protected.
She hates that you didn’t see the new her, now she regrets it.

Part 5

She says to herself, “You would have loved the old me.
You would have loved the things I could do and be.
Having you wonder where I am and where I could be.
You would have loved to see me.
Looking in your eyes making you believe I was everything you wanted me to be.
I would have kept dark secrets behind those eyes, I would have told lies, so many lies.
I would have made you cry.
You would love me because you could never figure out why.”