Overcoming Being An Introverted Writer

Overcoming Being An Introverted Writer

I am an introverted extrovert. Or maybe I am an extroverted introvert.

I am an introverted extrovert.

Or maybe I am an extroverted introvert.

Being an extrovert makes me want to share everything I write and do with the world. The introverted side of me wants to hide everything I have produced and never broadcast anything with anyone because maybe one person will look at what I have wrote and analyze it differently, make a rude comment, or judge me because I chose a certain topic or view point. I have never been a person that cares too much about what other people think about me, except when that "thing" is about my writing.

Unfortunately, my introverted side has won this battle most of my life, until this fall when I chose to step out of a comfort zone and write for The Odyssey Online. This opportunity has given me a chance to prove to myself that I am, in fact, a writer.

I use to look at my peers with jealousy, not because of how great they were at writing, but because they had the drive and self confidence to write and share it with the world. I wanted to be able to produce what I wrote without constantly worrying about what people thought.

I know that I am surrounded by people who love and support me and everything that I do. There will always be a select group of close friends and family that will read everything I publish, but sometimes that thought scares me. "What if they disagree with something I wrote? What if my topic is too personal? What if I made a mistake?" Since starting college, I have had an ambition to write more, read more, and learn everything I could about my own major, English Education.

After publishing my first article, I received positive feedback from family and a few close friends. Those compliments meant the world to me, but, there is one response to my articles that I will never forget. As I was walking with two of my friends on campus, I recognized a girl that I had only ever been Facebook friends with, walking with her friends as well. This girl stopped and said hey to me, and then turned to her friends and told them all that I was a great writer. I was amazed that someone who barely knew who I was would recognize me, the girl who was afraid to share her work with anyone, as a great writer.

To other anxious, introverted writers: You can do it too. Work hard, produce stories, poems and articles, and never give up. Although I am anxious before every single one of my articles is published, my ambition to write pushed me through the fear I have of what people will think of my writing. The point is that with every new article I write, my viewpoint on myself as a writer shifts.

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Sorry Not Sorry, My Parents Paid For My Coachella Trip

No haters are going to bring me down.

With Coachella officially over, lives can go back to normal and we can all relive Beyonce’s performance online for years to come. Or, if you were like me and actually there, you can replay the experience in your mind for the rest of your life, holding dear to the memories of an epic weekend and a cultural experience like no other on the planet.

And I want to be clear about the Beyonce show: it really was that good.

But with any big event beloved by many, there will always be the haters on the other side. The #nochella’s, the haters of all things ‘Chella fashion. And let me just say this, the flower headbands aren’t cultural appropriation, they’re simply items of clothing used to express the stylistic tendency of a fashion-forward event.

Because yes, the music, and sure, the art, but so much of what Coachella is, really, is about the fashion and what you and your friends are wearing. It's supposed to be fun, not political! Anyway, back to the main point of this.

One of the biggest things people love to hate on about Coachella is the fact that many of the attendees have their tickets bought for them by their parents.

Sorry? It’s not my fault that my parents have enough money to buy their daughter and her friends the gift of going to one of the most amazing melting pots of all things weird and beautiful. It’s not my fault about your life, and it’s none of your business about mine.

All my life, I’ve dealt with people commenting on me, mostly liking, but there are always a few that seem upset about the way I live my life.

One time, I was riding my dolphin out in Turks and Cacaos, (“riding” is the act of holding onto their fin as they swim and you sort of glide next to them. It’s a beautiful, transformative experience between human and animal and I really think, when I looked in my dolphin’s eye, that we made a connection that will last forever) and someone I knew threw shade my way for getting to do it.

Don’t make me be the bad guy.

I felt shame for years after my 16th birthday, where my parents got me an Escalade. People at school made fun of me (especially after I drove into a ditch...oops!) and said I didn’t deserve the things I got in life.

I can think of a lot of people who probably don't deserve the things in life that they get, but you don't hear me hating on them (that's why we vote, people). Well, I’m sick of being made to feel guilty about the luxuries I’m given, because they’ve made me who I am, and I love me.

I’m a good person.

I’m not going to let the Coachella haters bring me down anymore. Did my parents buy my ticket and VIP housing? Yes. Am I sorry about that? Absolutely not.

Sorry, not sorry!

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No, It's Not Too Late To Join Greek Life

And if someone tries to tell you otherwise, they're wrong.

Have you ever had an opportunity to join a Greek organization but you feel hesitant to do so because you feel like it's too late into your college career to do so? Well, you don't have to feel so alone on that, because I know exactly how you feel. I actually did not decide to initiate with a Greek organization until the first semester of my senior year and to be honest, I do not regret joining one bit.

Earlier in my college career, I had no interest in joining Greek life. I only heard about the absolute worst of Greek life stories from others, and it turned me off from it for a long time. That was, until, the very beginning of my senior year, when I got an email saying to join a gender inclusive national honor fraternity called Phi Sigma Pi. When I got the email, I decided to check it out and see if I would be interested or not. I went to an info session, and I was so interested in their values and ideas that I wanted to initiate to become an active brother. I was in a new member class of fifteen, and we were the biggest new member class they had in a long time.

Throughout my process, I was able to bond with all the other members of my class, along with bonding with the active brothers, and even some of the alumni. All of them were very sweet and supportive of me throughout my process, and since our chapter was very small, I was able to gain a more intimate bond with everyone that I wouldn't have had in any other organization. I met a group of friends that truly cared about me and were with me during my best and worst times, plus, I was elected to my first leadership position several weeks after I crossed!

While I'm not necessarily saying that it's absolutely NEVER too late to join Greek life, given there are rules on when you should initiate, but if you still have a little bit of time during your college career to join Greek life and you absolutely want to join, I say go do it. There will be several people that will tell you that there would be no point at a certain point of your college career, but don't listen to them. You don't need to join any organization super early during college just because people tell you to.

College is a time for experimentation and finding what you'd be interested in; and if you find that you'd be interested in Greek life later in your college career, like how I found out one semester ago, then it is nobody's right to tell you how late it is to join. Don't mind what anyone else says about your decisions, don't let them influence those decisions, and just do what you would like to do.

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