Dear Future Little,
I'm sure you're excited to find me, but I have been excited to find you for a long time now- over 6 months in fact. Slowly but surely, I have been putting away presents and goodies without even knowing anything as little as your name. I guess you could say that I've been expecting you for some time now.
The relationship that I have with my big is why I've always wanted a little. My big is my best friend, soul mate and the person who will pick up my phone calls at any hour I need her. She taught me how to survive college, find the best seats in the library and that it's okay to drop everything and just take a nap. We all need someone like that in our lives, I just never knew it until I met her.
Preparing to be a Big is much more stressful than preparing to be a Little. Crafting amongst trying to get homework done has consumed my entire life. I will be so relieved when you run home to me and it's all over, so please excuse me suffocating you with my love and affection when you find out that it's me. I'm just overly excited for it to be finished and to have you home.
As your big, I promise to love you forever- no matter what. I promise to cry in the library with you when our lives become too much, go on cookie runs and to never miss a game day without you by my side. I promise to support you through your future years of college and to be there every step of the way. I will always be the person that you can turn to with any issue without ever having a feeling of being judged for it. I will always be your ride-or-die, it's my job as a big.
In a short time, you will be running home to me. I'm so ready to be your big and hug you like crazy. All these weeks of going on big/little dates and large group hangouts will all be over soon enough. I'm ready to be your big, future little, and to begin to be the person that you can always turn to. I can't wait to spoil you and give you a family that already loves you. Until then, keep pushing through, but remember that the light at the end of the tunnel has me suffocating you with all the love in the world.
Love,
Your Big