You really weren’t going to get out of bed today, but you have class with that cute guy so obviously you have to go. Trust me, I've had a lot of crushes on boys in my classes whose names I probably didn't even know. But when someone is who is that cute sits next to you in class, it's hard not to imagine the two of you walking down the isle. This is the best feeling ever, right?

But then a few things run through your mind...

1. Class starts in one minute and he still isn’t here…where is he?

2. I hope he’s okay. I hope he isn’t sick or something.

3. Actually, I do hope he’s sick because if he’s blowing off class on purpose it means that he doesn’t want to see me as much as I want to see him.

I can't be the clingy one in this relationship.

4. That makes me sound crazy.

Oh well.

5. I was supposed to work my master flirting skills today!

Make eye contact over and over again without actually saying a word.

6. And by “master” I mean “humiliating”

7. How do girls in movies flirt so well? I literally sound like a toddler learning to speak when I’m talking to a cute guy.

Maybe I can channel my inner Serena van der Woodsen. She got guys all the time, and she actually was crazy.

8. He still isn’t here.

9. He better be here. He’s literally the only reason I came to class today.

10. All I need to do is talk to him today and then again in our next class and then as many times as it takes after that for him to realize he obviously needs my phone number.

And that we are obviously meant to fall in love. Duh.

11. I bet he already has a girlfriend. All the nice guys have girlfriends.12. Where is he?13. Wait, what do I do when he walks through the door?

14. Is he going to say hi to me first, or should I say hi to him?

What if my voice sounds squeaky when I say hi? I can make it lower... what if it's too low? I've forgotten how to talk.

15. How long do I make eye contact with him before he sits down? I want him to know I see him, but I don’t want him to think I’m a creep.

16. Do I smile when I see him? Big smile or half smile?

17. Also, I hate having conversations in this class. Everyone can hear what you’re saying.

Those two guys behind us sit so close they'll probably be making fun of my desperate attempt at flirting.

18. The last thing I need is for other people to know how much of an embarrassment I am.

19. I hate having crushes.

This is the worst feeling. Ever.